Emma and Emily 🏳️⚧️<p>Two months of not smoking, that’s huge for me. Still very much taking it a day at a time and still using nicotine mints and gum but even that is getting gradually less. Been trying to work on running faster so I’ve been doing shorter faster runs. Can’t say I’m getting the same benefit from it mental health wise as it was supposed to be about escaping into my runs to switch off I’m actually not sure how it ended up the way it has. I do want to beat my 5k PB but once I achieve that I can go back to enjoying my runs again. I’m honestly unsure that it’s the right move for me as my mental health has took a nose dive, the 2nd morning was brutal it took about an hour to get out the door and I had sat crying for 20 mins then cried during my run. It then didn’t help getting laughed at by some girl running the opposite way with her mate, it’s the 2nd time this has happened since I started back on the 1st January. <br>So to all you fit, fast, skinny birds good for you that you look great and are fab runners. Not all of us are like you, yes I’m fat and awkward but I’m having a go and working ridiculously hard to get out the door to run and improve my physical and mental health. So perhaps think twice before giving a snide look and laughing, try and put yourself in my shoes. To the beautiful humans that smile and encourage thank you so very much these small interactions make difficult days brighter. <br>Still going and still trying to improve my life and mental health 💪🏼🏃🏽♀️. <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/mentalhealthmatters" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthmatters</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/mentalhealthawareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthawareness</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/mentalhealthrecovery" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthrecovery</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/ptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ptsd</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/ptsdawareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ptsdawareness</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/ptsdrecovery" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ptsdrecovery</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/running" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>running</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/runningmotivation" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>runningmotivation</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/runningtherapy" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>runningtherapy</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/bekind" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>bekind</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/thisgirlcanrun" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>thisgirlcanrun</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/keepgoing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>keepgoing</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/staystrong" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>staystrong</span></a> <a href="https://cultofshiv.wtf/tags/positivevibes" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>positivevibes</span></a></p>