R.A. Blackpaws @RABlackpaws@mastodon.xyz

#introduction

To all the mastadoners, hi!

I'm R.A. Blackpaws. NB/pre-op MtF, asexual. Shi/hir preferred.
I do YouTube videos (gaming), stream over on Mixer (more gaming), write (almost every genre), study psychology, work retail, and talk bluntly about trans stuff here.
I also heavily use the CW so that folks can pass over stuff they might be uncomfortable with. ^.^

I am having a glass of soda to wash out the taste of the foulest pot of coffee I have ever had in my life to date.
It (the coffee) was allegedly hazelnut...it tasted like burnt charcoal mixed with gasoline. x.x
And yes, I still drank it.

I am beginning to feel dysphoric again, with a major femininity swell.
If this goes like last time, it will overall be good.
I'm just in that "AHH! WHAT'S HAPPENING?" phase of it right now.

Ricardo deals with Groundhog Day in this "Alien: Isolation" episode.
https://youtu.be/s20GaWUWc6Q

Just wrapped some "Alien: Isolation".
Some very cool death scenes in this one. ^.^

I've been awake for about 40 minutes and it's already a bad hip day. x.x

Gained a follower during tonight's stream, but I also felt bad because I couldn't let people join in on the game.
This is...actually a new feeling, feeling bad because I couldn't let someone join in.
Usually, I play single-player on survival games...and, yes, "7 Days to Die" DOES have multiplayer...but this is actually the first time I felt bad for telling someone, "I'm playing on the PC version, not the console version."

Romping with the zombies in "7 Days to Die" until midnight on Mixer!
https://mixer.com/RABlackpaws

*exhales* I am now signed up for potentially my last class for the Psychology degree at the nearby university.
*exhales again*
Just can't believe that by the end of this year I could potentially have a second Bachelor's degree.

We probe the depths of Slender's Mine!
https://youtu.be/Q0P-aVcwg4o

Two more rounds of "Gungeon".
Sadly, get the expected results.
https://youtu.be/SQ87B6On3fI

Two videos recorded.
Fails in "Enter the Gungeon" and creepiness in "Slender: The Arrival".
Should I do a third?

As with every morning, I am simply waiting on the dark elixir to energize my soul so that I can make videos.

*checks to see if shi has to report for jury duty in the morning*
...
*finds out no jurors are needed*
...
*breaks hip cabbage-patching in celebration*

We learn how to accessorize in "Forager"!
https://youtu.be/Z7hsyTBZCw4

Recorded more of the cutesy-wootsey-footsey-bootsiness that is "Forager".
Such an adorable game!
*squees happily* ^.^