I wish when I filled in my eyebrows I didn't always feel like this
@Louisa If I go hard on brow pencil I'm the monobrow baby's mom
@erinbee it's such a tiny dysmorphia, I do it and tell myself "it's not weird, I don't look weird" and then take a step back from the mirror and I look so weird!
@Louisa Right, it's like "I can do this, nobody else's eyebrows look ~unnatural~, nobody is going to look as closely at me as I look at myself" and then BAM it still feels like a costume.
@erinbee I'm hoping the more I do it the most used to it I'll be
@Louisa right up until you then take them off and its like ah shit i have no eyebrows.
@mxsiege yeah! Sometimes I think makeup is just gaslighting me into thinking I look really strange without it
@Louisa sitting at the mirror slowly murmering to myself "what is face"
@Louisa eye shadow. Brush. Subtle application.
@Aquavibe what a weird thing to say
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