Whew, it's been a while. Sexy new tutorial! That's so cool.

I've taken up piano properly and I'm learning more and more every day.

I got an A* in my mock biology test which I'm fucking thrilled at!! A in English and high C in maths.

Need to work on my maths, so hopefully I can get that up to a B.

I'm feeling a little more stable now days, although still hurting a little, but getting there bit by bit.

I've also started volunteering for work experience, so exciting times.

*you run your fingers through my hair*

'ouch wtf'

Happy new years guys.

Just had a crazy fucking thought. IN a year an a half, I will be in university. I could actually be in medical school. Fucking hell thats a crazy thought. So long as I can get my current set of qualifications and the next more intensive set, I'm on the right track.

Its blowing my mind that my life could change so dramatically in that time.

Sometimes I wish I had palisade mesophyll so I could photosynthesize to get away with not eating. Alas, that's not a thing.

🎡 Do you hear the people sing? Singing the song of angry men? It is the music of the people who will NOT be slaves again! 🎡

Who's suffered social anxiety and over come it with time?

I got a question for anyone who has. I've been working hard to not harshly criticise myself, and for the most part it works. I no longer spend hours tearing myself down over silly little awkward social mistakes universal to everyone.

However, awkward slip ups still trigger an automatic emotional response disproportionate to the circumstances at the time whatever it is happens.

I dont beat myself up over it tho. Does this go away?

I'm so pumped! Just improvised an awesome little melody for the first time. Also doing really well with my pentascales too. Can do some of them with my eyes closed, but not at any meaningful pace, however.

Helll yea bois. I learnt half and whole steps on the piano today. Just need to make sure I keep practising them this week.

if you don't put teabags in your bath while bathing and chug the end results like a watery casserole don't even talk to me

When the time is right, birds will bite your face! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Been doing a lot of soul searching since my breakup.

Something that's helping me deal with things better, is the realisation that: I need to look for what I'm looking for in other people within myself.

I'm looking for compassion and understanding from other people (platonic or otherwise). Those 2 things aren't something I give myself and I'm starting to work on it.

I'm starting to feeling better in myself for doing it and I'm proud of my self for figuring it out.

This will take time.

Im too comfortable to move out of bed to get ready for bed

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